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10 days later... an update.. I continue to take one step forward, two steps back... after LO viewed my story, I swore I would not be sucked into responding to him. I did though, the following day. He responded in typical narc fashion, insisting he was not angry, while sounding angry, and insulting m...

he responded to my message... "not mad at all." which really his only option was to respond that way. to not respond would imply he's mad, and he couldn't admit he is. I didn't reply. He hadn't viewed any of my stories since I unfollowed/removed him, but I still blocked him just in case. I...

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Sorry for the harsh dose here, but it's a better drug than the one you keep doing. It's harsh but I thank you for it... you are right. I should have said NO as soon as I learned he was married. Which wasn't immediately when we started talking online, but was soon enough. It doesn't even matter if t...

Thank you all for the support. Yesterday I went on a hiking date with a new guy I met. He is perfectly cute I guess, but the entire time I was thinking of LO and how I felt when I was with him. A deep peaceful feeling. Like we didn't even have to talk and it just felt right to be near each other. So...

My family was always more poor than the other families we were friends or associated with... I know it affected my mother greatly. She was only a teacher's aide at the school and all her friends were actual teachers, making much more money, much nicer homes, etc. I always felt it. I always felt less...

He still hadn't read the messages so I deleted them. I guess he *could have* put me on restricted to read them, in which case I wouldn't see the 'seen' indicating he read them. BUT. At least I'm not constantly checking to see if he read them, and that gives me more peace, so... I'm still all the emo...

Thank you Acro & Cookie... I'm trying to be strong but... he messaged me 6:15am yesterday morning "nice to see you unfollowed me. happy 4th! hope the best for ya!" I waited several hours but I responded... just saying "I told you my priority of what I am working on and that means ...

Well.. I unfollowed him and removed him from my followers. :(( :(( That's the only social media we are connected on, is Instagram. I was down at the park today, bbq'ing with friends, and met this woman... she started for some reason telling me about her past. She said "omg I never do this.... I...

Messaging him ruined the few moments of peace I had been starting to feel. I think I'll regain the peace more quickly this time, but... I set myself back. And I wish I hadn't. His response was only the same old, same old. Lies, blame, and narcissistic manipulations. Nothing will ever change with him...