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by DreamingBlue
Wed Sep 14, 2022 8:48 am
Forum: Limerence 101
Topic: God damn relapse. With ONE picture
Replies: 11
Views: 831
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Re: God damn relapse. With ONE picture

What is it you are hoping to repair DB? I don't know!? I want to repair or shore up that part of me that is propelled, by need, towards others, almost always women. The part of me that longs, that needs to escape. That needs pure, sweet, oozing validation, from beautiful women. It's the part of me ...
by DreamingBlue
Sun Sep 11, 2022 7:12 pm
Forum: Limerence 101
Topic: God damn relapse. With ONE picture
Replies: 11
Views: 831
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Re: God damn relapse. With ONE picture

I'm so desperate I'm ready to be friends with her again! Anything to give her a chance to turn into a flawed human. From a distance, in NC all I have are flashes of images, daydreams and endless curiosity. But it's a bad idea, I bet. There wouldn't be a way to see her often enough to make her ordina...
by DreamingBlue
Sat Sep 10, 2022 12:42 am
Forum: Limerence 101
Topic: God damn relapse. With ONE picture
Replies: 11
Views: 831
United States of America

God damn relapse. With ONE picture

I was playing with fire. Checking her boyfriend's Instagram page from time to time. She was showing up there so infrequently, I almost was thinking they broke up, and getting kind of happy about that. (Weird, unhealthy.) Then boom, there she is, in all her beauty, her impossible beauty and where is ...
by DreamingBlue
Mon Jun 06, 2022 4:19 pm
Forum: Limerence 101
Topic: Convinced it will never end
Replies: 39
Views: 1830
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Re: Convinced it will never end

I am in some ways e-stalking her boyfriend. Checking and checking again until she shows up in his feed. It's my only way to see new pics of her in her life. Each one hurts in a unique way, but some show me she's a normal person living her life, which she is of course entitled to. It is none of my bu...
by DreamingBlue
Sun Jun 05, 2022 6:43 pm
Forum: Limerence 101
Topic: Convinced it will never end
Replies: 39
Views: 1830
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Re: Convinced it will never end

It's weird, it's slightly less that I'm longing still for this love affair that never happened, it's more that, after making concrete decisions in keeping with my values, (going NC) I still think of her so much. I even dream of her. I see this as mental illness, and am distressed by the notion of me...
by DreamingBlue
Sun Jun 05, 2022 6:40 pm
Forum: Limerence 101
Topic: NAC supplement
Replies: 9
Views: 823
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Re: NAC supplement

Hi, after feeling no effect whatsoever, I can say that 1000mg 2x a day does indeed do something to soften the manic, racing thoughts of LO, or other anxiety-provoking thoughts. Nothing major, but it is doing something, I think. Consistent usage is imperative.
by DreamingBlue
Sun Jun 05, 2022 12:13 am
Forum: Limerence 101
Topic: Convinced it will never end
Replies: 39
Views: 1830
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Re: Convinced it will never end

Zsa baby, are you asking me what level of pain the limerence causes? Or the perceived deficiencies of my mother? Limerence - has been as bad as an 11 on a scale of 1-10. Now sits at about a steady 4 to 5, sometimes a 6, but hardly ever. I know I'm on the mend, at a glacial pace. Mother -- 3 on a 1 t...
by DreamingBlue
Sun Jun 05, 2022 12:10 am
Forum: Limerence 101
Topic: Convinced it will never end
Replies: 39
Views: 1830
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Re: Convinced it will never end

Yeah, L-F, that has been my experience, always, but for some reason I'm convinced I'm going to die before this one does. It's an awful, awful feeling.
At least I have more in my life than a fantasy.
by DreamingBlue
Thu Jun 02, 2022 10:39 pm
Forum: Limerence 101
Topic: Convinced it will never end
Replies: 39
Views: 1830
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Re: Convinced it will never end

Thanks Zsababy. I am of course leaving a lot out of it. I always felt loved. I always felt my needs were met, for the most part. My mother was affectionate to me. She was never abusive. It was later in life, maybe even post-puberty or so where I didn't find her matching up all that well to other Mom...
by DreamingBlue
Wed Jun 01, 2022 12:27 am
Forum: Limerence 101
Topic: Convinced it will never end
Replies: 39
Views: 1830
United States of America

Re: Convinced it will never end

Thanks and like your sign off. Addiction to romance based on insecurity seems right. And isn't it interesting that I was convinced my wife cured my limerence? She rendered it dormant for 16 years!!! During that time, a few glimmers, flirts, maybe even crushes, but nothing at all that grasped my sani...